I want to be lost
I’ve used that as a shield
never before have I looked up to you
and not have to feel sherds of self protection
I don’t want to be hardened
I don’t want that part of my life to be real
I’ve tried to knock myself out
The parts of me that could never fight you
Because I couldn’t understand what was happening
I don’t understand what to do with the sensation
that has to fight
I’m afraid I’m gonna die
So i’ve been trying not to  live

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One response to “I want to be lost”

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    Samael Dawn

    🥺. OMG. 🤯

    Thank you for sharing this and crafting an amazing work of art that will live in forever. You are touching my soul and expanding my consciousness with every post I read.

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