Why should I trust you again
I had to love you
Silent wars on you
Couldn’t Breathe without you
Hard to sleep, nightmares about you
How did it feel
Getting your ass handed to you
The Door slammed in your face
At 18 pregnant with me
The memory is in the fibers of matrix
I could probably feel it for you, for us
Everything you said and did I was connected to you
All your snacks attached to me
Coconut Cakes, pickles
Sadness and shame
God she wasn’t on my side
Couldn’t you see it
She wouldn’t let me grow
She wouldn’t let me go
I had to drink the stuff that she is made up of
Poisonous vile acidity hatred
Cut for miles in a molten river down my spine
Some other people swim in my Nile
And we dance together
It’s a side of them
That only I see
I am the Hated ONE
It’s ok to hate me
I don’t understand why come
As fabulous as I am
God made me beautiful, as you can see
I am the the epitome of creativty
My hips are perfectly round
My skin like melt
My heart so soft
My eyes the depth
I like to move
I love to shake
I sing better than the birds
Your heart will melt
I am a mixture of the joy and the pain
I accept them both
I accept my self hatred as part of my growth.
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I feel this message was sent to me by my spirit guides and in response to why should I trust you, the only proper answer is silence and allow you to feel and know. Stare into the windows to my soul and trust that voice and answer. I am answering this in a general tone to my spirit guides. I have had the nightmarish experience all too often allowing words to speak for my true intentions and there have been far too many miscommunication and unintentional falsities manifested. Your blog post reaffirms how importance silence can be in expressions.
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