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Continue reading →: My Narcissistic Mother is STalking Me
She’s here. She found me. Yesterday I was walking out of my job and she comes from around the corner like its normal for us to see each other and she says,”Hi,” and keeps walking into the grocery store while I’m shouting her name. I couldn’t believe it was her.…
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Continue reading →: Intimidation is a Trick, a Scandal, and a Lie
My abuser used intimidation to make me feel like I wasn’t free. It (the feeling of being intimidated) makes me turn away from approaching certain areas of myself inside my body. I feel a since of fight or flight whenever I feel like being happy, enjoying my day, being pretty,…
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Continue reading →: People Pleasing and the Rearing of Pre – eminent Death (Mars in the 12th house Transit)
Last night I was up making psychic life decisions (that is usual as of late). Come to find out Mars is transiting my Mars placement in the 12th house, so, I haven’t really been able to do anything but meditate and rash out what is really important to me psychically. Questions…
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Continue reading →: Rant #2
I will never call you mother again. I spend most of my thought process thinking of you and why, and why, why would you, how could you, there is no way possible that someone could know what they were doing and kill a child’s spirit, courage, and will to live.…
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Continue reading →: You Can’t Manipulate Life to get what you Want
Growing up I was taught by watching my parents that how you manifest what you want is by trying to manipulate life. Boy did they scheme, get rich quick plans, ice cream trucks, moving and shaking here and there, promotions at work and they were miserable. My step – father…
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