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Continue reading →: The Journey of Fool: The Wise and Whimsical Path of Tarot through the Major Psychological ArchetypesI love the number 0. Its a completed circle within itself and sits in the middle of the number scale between all the positive and negative numbers. The thing I love about 0 the most is that it means you can do what you want. The thought of doing whatever…
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Continue reading →: November 18, 2017 New Moon Scorpio in the Houses | Shadow IntegrationThis year has been awesome, bad, good, and ugly for us all. This Scorpio New Moon has come in the nick of time to give that much needed martian energy and push to keep us going and energized when we feel low on strength. The charisma of Scorpio is that…
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Continue reading →: I Made It/ We Made It
I would like to thank you blog. I would like to thank you guys in the comments. I wrote through the self-doubt, tightness, kundalini awakenings, bad and ugly feelings. I did my best to put together the words so that it could make sense to someone else. And I did…
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Continue reading →: What is a Ritual? & Why do them?All of life is sacred every star in the sky and every grain of sand. Every breathe we take. A ritual is a devout observation within the medium of your customs to show your appreciation for the relationship between the Self and Mother Consciousness. During a ritual your awareness is…
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Continue reading →: Full Moon Taurus November 3-4 2017 Ritual and SupportThe Taurus Full moon is beginning starting 11/3 and 11/4. The tarot cards that I would like to show you that represent Taurus and the full moon together. Taurus energy ask, what makes you feel comfortable at home, what activates your senses, and why? Because Taurus needs its creature comforts…
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Continue reading →: My Narcissistic Mother is STalking Me
Originally posted on Fanalolly: She’s here. She found me. Yesterday I was walking out of my job and she comes from around the corner like its normal for us to see each other and she says,”Hi,” and keeps walking into the grocery store while I’m shouting her name. I couldn’t…
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Continue reading →: What does it mean to be Good Enough or Not Good Enough?
I’m in a romantic relationship. Relationships in general are hard for me whether its romantic or not. I can be very biting and wounded animal-ish. It brings out my shadows and demons. I just don’t feel good enough and I’m afraid that people feel that way about me. That’s a…
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The Wrong Reflection
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Continue reading →: The Wrong ReflectionIf people aren’t like you What are they like? If I’m not like you What am I like? people can see me Can’t they? I should ask them “What am I like?” I need to hear flatteries Saying nothing about me is just as bad as Shame triggering poisonous attacks…
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Continue reading →: As My Life Changes there is Beginning to BE some Consistency – My Self-Understanding
Sometimes I’m ashamed of where I’m at because choosing to do the truth after I’ve lived a lie for so long is like turning the titanic around. There were so many shields of protection that I was using to keep the truth about my patterns hidden from me. As I…
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Continue reading →: I want to be lost
I want to be lost I’ve used that as a shield never before have I looked up to you and not have to feel sherds of self protection I don’t want to be hardened I don’t want that part of my life to be real I’ve tried to knock myself…
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